"I have a lot of hobbies, but most of them just - fill time. Or they're useful a little bit for me and Gothel and that's it, I sew us clothes or bake us muffins or whatever. I don't get to heal huge numbers of people who need it, nobody else listens to the music I write or looks at the art I do, and if I read a book and have a really good idea about how how something ought to be run I can't tell anyone."